Sometimes I Wish.....

Sometimes I wish....

Sometimes I wish I could have one last kiss,

one last hug, one word good or bad.

Could hear your laugh, the smell of your smoke,

Stand on your feet as I did as a child,

Pretending to dance,

But I cant......

Sometimes I wish,

I hadn't said the things I said,

Listened to their words, felt their pain.

Ignored my feelings and hurt inside,

Sometimes I wish I hadn't been born,

But I was....

Sometimes I wish,

I didn't think too much and analyse,

I could switch off my brain and move forward in life,

I didn't care about anyone else,

Life would be easier then,

But its not....

Sometimes I wish,

I could make a change, a difference,

I could understand more and be understood,

I didn't think the way I do,

I could give my thoughts away,

But I cant...

Sometimes I wish,

Somedays I cry,

Always I learn,

Often I embrace,

Never do I give up.

Jackie 2012