The title says it all...
I never thought it would be this hard....
Talking is difficult, thank goodness for blogging.
This 'journey' is a struggle, pains me to the core,
Sometimes I think I am invincible,
nothing can touch me, full of energy raring to go.
Other times I feel lost. hopeless, ready to give up.
The things I want are out of reach...
the goals I have are unrealistic...
the thoughts I think are unclear..
I can be deceptive, manipulative a bloody good liar.
But I am also so much more than this.
I am a good friend, wife and Mother.
I am not my eating disorder,
I am me....
No more
No less...
My Life, Loves, Laughter, Hopes, Dreams and Recovery. Having My Cake & Eating It.
Wednesday 2 February 2011
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